Friday, September 30, 2011

Reflections from an aging Warrior

On Saturday, September 24th 5 "Warriors" from Amarillo First Nazarene headed to Tulsa, OK to run in the Warrior Dash, a 3.25 mile obstacle course... just for the fun of it (and yes, we paid good money to do so). Being the oldest of course I had to prove that "I still had it." Someone whom I consider a true friend, Al, and his wife Jerrie and son Chase ran it, as well as a friend from our Life Group, Brian (who by the way is visually impaired) ran it as well.

To let you get a picture in your mind let me see if I can retrace this event (that 7500+ participated in). We began our journey at 10:30 with several hundred other Warriors. We started out on a nice paved road for about 1 mile, slightly downhill. In fact, so easy was this part of the race that Al and I wondered if we had wasted our time and money (Al is a Capt. in the Army reserves about to head back to Kubul in January so his perspective of difficult is viewed through a slightly different lens). We came to some fairly easy obstacles that involved some hurdling (or climbing over depending on your perception and recollection of the day) some walls and then it hit, straight up a Tulsa mountain (okay, it was really a pretty good size wooded hill, but the farther along we went the more it resembled a mountain). Somewhere in all of this Al and I got separated. As Warriors, we zig-zagged up this wooded trail for what seemed miles, and soon realized the trail was the obstacle. Crazy people were trying to pass others and taking advantage of any flat or downhill parts would fly by those who needed to walk. Somewhere in all of this I think we reached the top and in front of us was a body of water with logs stretched across it. Entering some very cold water that quickly became neck deep we figured out the best way to go over the logs was in a partnership with other Warriors. Cold and wet coming out of the water the trail became very muddy, only to lead to a 30 foot cargo net wall that many found very difficult not only to climb up, but even more difficult to climb down on the other side (funny how your fear of heights kicks in when your atop a 30 foot structure with only 1 way down). From there we encountered some more walls that the creators of this event placed periodically along the way. Some had ropes to help you up, others only had one side and the other side was left to your imagination to get down. Somewhere in all this there were demolished cars Warriors had to run over but where they were in the course I can't remember as it all has run together. I soon figured out that what goes up must come down, some kind of law of gravity and we quickly came to the "down." Pretty much a steep, downhill rocky run that led to more walls, barbed wire crawls (can you believe "macho Warriors" were trying to go through the barbed wire standing in a crouched position instead of crawling? There is some humor in seeing them get their backs shredded by this stuff, especially with the BIG signs that read, "This is REAL barbed wire.). More walls, more crawling, a big mud pit, and then fire. Finally the finish line! A little worse for the wear and muddy we watched for each other and celebrated our victory. By the way, Chase only beat the old guy (me) by 15 seconds. Then Al came, then Brian, and Jerrie rounded us out. Rochelle, Megan, and Jack, and Mary, Brians wife, were waiting for us cameras ready.

So what did I learn, besides that people will do the strangest things for a thrill and challenge? I learned that people will still help strangers over their obstacles in life and that obstacles are much easier to overcome with help. We don't, and shouldn't have to go it alone. I learned that just because someone can't see what I see, their vision is sometimes greater than my own. I learned that friendships are strengthened in adversity. I learned that having someone waiting for you after a tough day is worth more than about anything else. I learned not to take the easier moments in life for granted because they are just rest areas in preparation for new challenges. I learned that fears can be overcome. I learned that the challenges make us stronger and help identify our character (you can always by-pass challenges or cheat your way through them but that too is an indicator of your character).

What else did I learn? That mud dries quickly in the Tulsa sun. That people should be more cautious of what they wear in certain (public) places. That mens underwear is unattractive when wet, especially when that is all the guy is wearing. That women need to think twice about what they choose to reveal. That if you want a turkey leg get it early as they go quickly. That Tulsa has hills and Amarillo does not. I learned that friends are worth having and keeping and that I'd do it all again.

Thanks Amarillo First Nazarene Warriors, it was a great weekend. Al, when you get back from Afghanistan we're definitely doing it again!

There are leadership moments everyday, look for them today.

Lead Strong.

Monday, August 22, 2011

Baron Batch Blog - Detour

Our pastor shared this blog post by Baron Batch yesterday in church, it is worth passing on. 

Lead Strong,

Shawn

 

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Detour


The funny thing about all roads is that at some point they all have potholes, speed bumps and detours. However, the durability of your vehicle is what allows you to reach your destination regardless of your traveling conditions.

Friday I was supposed to play my first NFL game. That won’t happen. Today I tore my ACL. I’m not sure why I’m writing about this right now except for the fact that God put it on my heart to do so. I probably should be devastated at the fact I wont play my rookie season but… I’m not.  After my season ending injury my freshman year of college I promised myself that I would never ask God “why?” again and I’m not about to start now. It’s during the tough times that we are able to grow. I’m excited to hit another growth spurt.

I’ve never been so close to something and then have it pulled away. I felt like my NFL career was within grasp, I could feel it on my fingertips only to have it pulled away and postponed. As I was being carted off the field today I could clearly hear my mothers voice whispering, “Have faith son, have faith.”

Faith is something that I will once again have to lean on more than ever as I begin the rehab process.  It won’t be easy by any means but rarely is that the case with life. One thing I can assure everyone is this.
God will get glory from this and I am more than happy to be his instrument. By no means did I see this happening to me or could have possibly planned for something like this. However, I have learned time and time again that if my plans and Gods plans stayed in sync I would never be challenged to grow because I would not willingly put myself in tough situations such as this.  Trying to understand Gods plan will bring insanity, trusting it brings peace.

I’m excited to see how this will be used.

Monday, August 1, 2011

How Ironic...

Several weeks ago a colleague asked me to speak to her team of co-workers whose grant had not been renewed. She knew that I had deactivated (closed) 3 programs in the last year and a half and thought I could address the process and all that is happening within their lives (hers included as her job was done away with as well), and maybe bring a new perspective. I was honored that she asked, maybe a little hesitant in that as an administrator I can easily be seen as the enemy and the one responsible for people losing their jobs, even though in this case I had nothing to do with any of it. So, this afternoon I will address these great people who have given their time and energy to make their program successful. Now they have lost their jobs, no fault of their own, victims of a recessed economy and reduced educational funding. However, ironically, today I'll bring a new perspective that I hadn't had until last Friday at 12:30 PM. You see, it was then that Rochelle received notice that her grant, which had been approved for another year on July 1, had now been rescinded by the TEA and she too is unemployed as of August 31.

Rochelle quipped this morning that maybe she should attend this healing session of sorts today.

It's a funny world we live in isn't it?

Lead Strong, appreciate what you have and don't take it for granted.

Shawn

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Too easy to be too comfortable

For some reason, and don't ask me what it is because I still haven't figured it out yet myself, but for some personal reason I am working to get my TCLEOSE license (TX Police) back. I let it lapse when I left law enforcement many - many years ago but now have this inner desire to get it back. Maybe for no other reason than "I can." Now, I have no desire to leave what I'm doing and return to law enforcement, for one reason "I'm too old! That's a young man's gig. But I still want it back.

In this process I've had to take some TCLEOSE classes to refresh my law enforcement knowledge and skills. I'm taking some classes in person and others online through TCLEOSE. Now this is where my ranting comes into play. The in-person classes have been fairly current on their content and overall well done (it's unfair for me as an educator to evaluate cops as teachers, but I can't help it). But the online classes (through TCLEOSE mind you) are another story. The content is completely outdated and just, well, wrong! So, as a good educator and former cop I called TCLEOSE (no, I can't let it go). Their response? Oh, we just hired someone to do those classes [sometime in the past] and haven't really looked at them since. I explained that the classes have incomplete sentences and words and the content is dated and wrong. They've assured me they'll review the courses, both online and in-person and make changes as necessary.

We'll see, but what this really illustrates is how easy it is to become too comfortable with what we have. The classes have worked for all this time so why should we look to see if they're still valid? We're comfortable and we haven't received any complaints so why bother? They've become too comfortable with what they have. Why bother? Because the classes are wrong! But, it's easier to leave them wrong in our comfort than it is to review and update because that stirs the pot.

Is there anything in your life (personal, work, spiritual) that you may be too comfortable with but it's too easy to leave things that way? Sometimes we have to change things just because it is the right thing to do, comfortable or not. In my role as an instructional dean I encourage my faculty to continuously review their curriculum and programs. It's not comfortable but comfort is not the agenda. Producing quality programs is. I want the same to hold true for my personal and spiritual life too. I don't wan to become too comfortable with Rochelle in our marriage, I want it to increasingly become stronger and deeper and more than it could be if we never worked on it. I never want my relationship with God to become too comfortable or easy. I want it to grow and become deeper, and yes, uncomfortable at times.

What about you? Has it become too easy to become too comfortable? Something to think about.

Lead Strong,

Shawn